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Intrusive Ideation
02:41
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Have you ever been in a room full of friends and wondered if anyone would notice if you left?
Am I better off dead or is it all in my head? This deception's got me all fucked up again...
Come find me
Come clean me up
Come find me
Come clean my brains off the ceiling
So if I say that I'm fine, please know it's a lie
Cuz I feel awful all the time
I'm losing my mind, I thought I left that behind
No matter how I try I still feel awful all the time
Night after night another struggle a fight to keep these suicidal thoughts from my mind
I don't really wanna die but I'm so sick of my life
I've been rejected, neglected, and denied
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Terminal Pursuit
03:10
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Alone with my thoughts is the worst place I could be when every idea's a new catastrophe
Every day I'm just waiting to fall asleep
Now it won't be too long 'til I can rest in peace
I've been getting drunk in cemeteries
Begging to be the next one buried
I need a hearse to carry me away
Cuz I'm so I'm so sick of this
I need a new reason to live
I know I know I ain't worth shit
I've got no reason to live
I don't wanna feel this way again
I'm patiently waiting for the end
I'm down for whatever happens next
My name in stone, I'm laid to rest
Oh what a shame but for the best
No more tomorrow no more regrets
Self reflection makes me feel bitter
Self destruction makes me feel better
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The heat is on and I'm starting to sweat
I'm hard to love and you're so hard to forget
I'm obsessing over every word that you said
I can't get the thought of you out of my head
I wanna see my reflection in your eyes
I wanna feel you put your hand in mine
I wanna hear your voice all of the time
And I want a taste of you so bad I could die
I got my hopes up as I fell
I never stood a chance in hell
I'm burning to be with you
I wanna burn with you
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Nosferatu Tattoo
03:52
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A trip to Salem we had fun on the town
You popped my hiccups when they wouldn't stay down
Holding hands in a haunted house
I wanted more but you wanted out
The devil drew a line between us as we both kissed his cheek
I made you laugh for hours and then you wouldn't talk for weeks
I tried so hard to win your heart, but you wouldn't have me
I cried so hard, I fell apart, cuz you couldn't stand me
A late night picnic in my living room
I don't like catfish but I made it for you
A candlelight dinner on a blanket for two
We went outside we couldn't see the full moon
You'll always haunt me
You'll always be a ghost to me
You'll always haunt me
Now you're nothing but a memory
You'll always haunt me
You could only be a ghost to me
You'll always haunt me
So I'll see you around in the cemetery
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Fallible Brain
02:43
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I've had a couple years of therapy only to conclude that no one can fix me
A languishing victim of apathy
My self-esteem is festering
I'm feeling broken lost and hopeless
I'm feeling so alone
Butt of the joke nowhere to go
I'm clearly on my own
I don't know how to be happy
And I don't know how not to fuck things up
I don't know how to be happy
Nothing's ever enough
I've spilled my guts on deaf ears
And I'm still trying to make things clear
Another wrench thrown in the gears
And yet again I've been reduced to tears
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I shook myself awake last night and I was crying in my sleep
It hasn't been an easy life and sometimes I forget to breathe
I never meant to be a burden, I feel like I'm diseased
Everything is getting worse and I'm living on my knees with
Anxiety, depression, a fear of rejection
A relapse, secession
I don't know why I even bother anymore
When everything I do feels like a chore
My heart's still beating and I don't know what for
I don't know why I even bother anymore
A tear in my eye and a lump in my throat
I'm feeling things no one should know
I don't wanna leave but it's clearly time to go
I'm an easy target, a broken bullseye full of holes
Easily triggered I'm always waiting to explode
Medication's not enough
My thoughts remain corrupt
Cuz I was only born to self-destruct
This temptation is too much
I'm finally giving up
I think it's finally time I self destruct
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Phantom Intrusion Binghamton, New York
Maddie- guitar and vocals
Kevin- bass and backing vocals
Adam- drums
Formed in 2021
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